Everywhere You Go

So I've had the same underlying issue going on work wise for what has been over a year. Different details to the situations, but they all boil to the same thing and one MAJOR problem- Accountability and Responsibility. And the outcome is always the same- NOTHING.

It's frustrating and some weeks it REALLY bothers me and some weeks I'm over it. Some days I'm fuming and some days it doesn't even phase me. I care too much and I get too caught up in it and it affects me deeply and affects my moods. I don't like the person I am as a result of it. I make myself miserable and all the people around me miserable because I'm so unplesant.

Why can't I just let this go? Why haven't I been able to shake this feeling?
How can I rise ABOVE this and be the better person and continue to concentrate on myself and my career and NOT let this situation I can't control...control me?!

So on days like today, I want to walk away and abandon all that I have worked for on an emotion that ebbs and flows. I hate that I even think so recklessly and although I have options; I am not able to take those leaps without a game plan at least not in this economy. And what it all boils down too is everywhere you go; you can have the same issues. No place is immune to it- so is jumping ship really that great of an idea??